Friday, December 31, 2010


helo everyone!!
m here after quite a long time ...
but today m not really in mood to write any stuff...but just to wish you all a very very very 
rembr (from the movie GUZARISH)
Life is short,
Break the rules,
forgive quickly,
love truely,
laugh uncontrollably,
n never regret anything that made u smile......

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

A mood swing...

Fading colors
of the whiteness
to splatter
the darkness
that too
seems betraying
intermittently shining
and sparkling
with the grey clouds
hiding the moon
to leave the soul
overshadowed by
the pitch black
bringing forth
the unsatiated layers
of conscience
unattended for long
trifling in the darkness
beseeching to surface
to the world of light..
clouds drifting rapidly
loose the hold
to sprinkle
the whiteness of moon….

Friday, October 29, 2010


strange feelings... 
trapped in the unseen shackles ..
may be nonexistent...
and yet exist..

strange desires..
to twinkle with the stars...
fly with the birds...
blow like the cool breeze gently softly ....
and yet blow hardly....
like the veering winds d very next moment ...
flow like the water of serene lakes...
and yet flow like...
the deadly streams the very next moment ... 
to feel light.. 
light like a speck of dust...
and yet powerful... 
freedom to break all bondages ...

strange feelings...
as if watching the world from behind the bars..
a struggle going on..
the bars seem mocking , laughing loudly...
powerful they are ......
powerful enough to encage and enslave
to take away the free spirit....

hard to follow these thoughts ..
 like my own brain deceiving me.... 
thoughts playing hide and seek.... 
and then everything vanishes...
or may be conceal demselves ....
in kind of layers of mind which are impenetrable ...
and in a moment they deny their existence .

P.S : please don't conclude that i am a psycho after reading this..may be am a little weird. But is it necessary that mind should work in conventional manner only. Do u think the above thoughts reflect insanity?

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

just like dat!!

peeling off the rotten layers,
relishing love as universal share,
starting afresh starting anew,
bidding the rues forever adieu.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010


Unheard echoes of heart
Reverberating through
The tearing silence;
To the realms of dormant feelings
Hidden deliberately
In spite of appearance
Firing the questions
About the reality
of the pretended nonchalance;
eyes contravene the expressed
refuting the utterings
of not caring;
the moistness in the corners
witnessing the wait
to hear the unsaid
to speak the swallowed emotions;
searching through the crowd
for a look
trying to distinguish
that one voice
to realize the dream
of being together
forever into the paradise
of love…

Saturday, October 2, 2010

selfless ???

Its a well known saying that True love is selfless. Now i wonder how the love can be selfless. No matters what, u will like to see a smile on the face of your love even if its at the cost of your own suffering. But isn't that smile is something from which u derive satisfaction for yourself. So is it really selfless love? Is altruism a reality or just a delusion? And isn't I  the prime concern of every individual even if unknowingly and indirectly or circuitously ..
The people who can accept it to everybody's face that they are selfish, are they really different in their measure of selfishness than those who don't even realize that they are selfish.Some people derive satisfaction in doing things for themselves only. And there are some others who would do anything for the people and then they would think about themselves. But isn't it their own satisfaction, their own conscience that really is driving them..
and both ways isn't I the priority? Am i sounding confused? isn't that the selflessness and selfishness are like the two roads mingled into each other? leave your opinions plz..........

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

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Saturday, September 4, 2010

the silence is broken!

No more caste systems ,Sir names completely abolished,A world which is not called man's world  where chivalry would undo male chauvinism completely and entirely, there are no female feticides, A world where racism has come to an end , where religion is spirituality and the basis of existence is humanity, where people live in compete harmony, A world where weapons are replaced by the garlands to greet everyone with a warm heart, where the wars have lost their existence, n there is a peaceful coexistence , no more terror, no more honor killings, no more crimes ,no more corruption, secularism in true sense, independence in true sense, no vulnerbility in characters, no double crossings................................
everything perfect, everything at place, headstrong characters, dynamic youth, honesty and integrity first choice,sense of responsibility, morality above the crisp currency, cooperation and working mutually for common benefits, rising together, developing in all horizons, expanding and taking roots as strong n genuine individuals and striving for perfection................
this kind of world i see in my dreams . then i wake up and i realize what i am contributing ?
and there is nothing beyond this question mark that i am contributing. I have only posed questions the unanswered questions which i expect somebody to answer and that somebody who it should be ?am i not too oblivious?
and dat is when i realize what it needs the silence of my conscience to be broken. when the conscience will speak the deeds will follow. i think i need to wakeup from that deep slumber that i am resting in to realize that the silence is broken
p.s: This is a 10DOM Magpie Tale under the muse the silence lies broken.

Saturday, August 28, 2010



Some dark,
Some white,
Some clear,
Some choking,
Some mesmerizing,
Some intoxicating,
Some relieving,
Some oblivious,
Some fragmenting,
Some uniting,
Some visible,
Some invisible,
Some close to eyes reach,
Some too high for a piercing glimpse,
Fleeting infinite shapes,
Originating, spreading transcending,
Infinite moments
Some bright some grey
Infinite dreams
Some true some flew
Sometimes goodness sometimes evilness
Infinite thoughts
Some stay others fray
Some hallucinations some creations
Some rises some falls
Different moulds different appearances
birthing, living and transcending.

Friday, August 27, 2010

if i were!!

If I were a planet, I would be Saturn;
If I were a star, I would be sirius;
If I were a depth, I would be the depth of the sea;
If I were a colour, I would be the colour of the spectrum;
If I were a feeling, I would be an amalgam of the happiness, love,laughter and complacence;
If I were a substance, I would be the transparent glass;
If I were a pen, I would be a writer’s pen;
If I were an odor, I would be the aroma of the lovely food;
If I were a religious place, I would be church;
If I were an accessory, I would be a brilliant diamond pendant,
If I were a science, I would be the science of mind;
If I were a cloth, I would be a cotton saree;
If I were a part of body, I would be the hair;
If I were a light, I would be the light of a candle lit dinner;
If I were a museum, I would be of the antiques;
If I were the sky, I would be the sparkling night sky;
If I were an expression, I would be the innocent smile of a child;
If I were a season, I would be monsoon;
If I were the victory, I would be the victory of the dreams of an orphan;
If I were a plant, I would be grass;
If I were a tree, I would be a coconut tree;
If I were a note, I would be a musical note;
If I were a number, I would be seven;
If I were a faith, I would be the faith in destiny;
If I were a place, I would be venice;
If I were an electronic device, I would be a television;
If I were an ambience, I would be the ambience of a romantic restaurant;
If I were an entity, I would be a sea shell;
If I were a house, I would be made of wood;
If I were a drink, I would be wine;
If I were the eyes, I would be the eyes of a painter;
If I were a metal, I would be platinum;
If I were a ring, I would be a wedding ring;
If I were a power, I would be a real democracy;
If I were a flower, I would be a red rose;
If I were a thing, I would be a wind chime……..
P.S : @ mehak: hey mahak! I again did ur tag : ) ; )

Monday, August 23, 2010

Wh@t the picture say$ ? !!! ;)

                                                               A dive into the sea of perfection
                                                               To lead a life of satisfaction;
                                                                Elicit the immortal faith and
                                                                Blow off the residual hate;
                                                                Flip the wings wide open
                                                                For the creative envision to drop in;
                                                                Welcome the abundance and splendor
                                                                And experience the freedom of candor;
                                                                Embrace the light of wisdom
                                                                To forget mundane of earthly kingdom;
                                                                Dissolve into the softness of the waves
                                                                And have courage to walk on invisible paves;
                                                                Get aligned with the frequency of love
                                                                To turn the intellect into a blissful hub.

Friday, August 20, 2010

10 things i hate about myself !!

1)      I hate my indecisive nature. I never find myself able to take decisions. I keep on hovering in between. May be because I want the best of both sides and bad of none of the sides. Many a times I take decisions by going for the flip of a coin and yet not get satisfied with it and flip it for two or three more times. And then finally most of my decisions are based on the instinct only.
2)      I hate my over sensitiveness (not always :P) but yes at times I am not at all able to control my tears (at 21 year of age :P) and lately I feel so damn stupid to cry over such petty issues and it feels more bad when somebody is a witness to my uselessly shed tears. Crying alone is still better (: P).
3)      I hate the fact that my short height and my physique is going to be a constraint many a times in my life for me and yet I don’t do anything to at least  put on some weight.
4)      I hate my habit of daydreaming and laziness. Not that I consider it as bad but I can simply spend hours cogitating over numerous possibilities of things happening and waste my time like that only (:P)
5)      I hate my habit of sleeping in classes (;-) )but in this case actually lectures are toooooo boring.
6)      I hate not being able to say anything at all when I have a lot and lot to say and I hate saying out all those things that I never meant to say or rather whatever I said was meant to be taken in a different sense but it gave altogether a totally different expression. Or in short I hate being messed up.
7)      I hate the fact that after three complete years of so called engineering I don’t even know the ‘e’ of it.
8)      I hate my habit to keep on cribbing. Half of my time can pass in cribbing only.
9)      I hate my anger. When my adrenaline level goes high it simply can provoke me to say any damn thing even when its not a tinge of what I think actually.
10)   I hate it when my people expect from me and I just can’t stand up to their expectations and I hate that I simply don’t know how to take care of people and their emotions. A lot n lot……….. more is there and I don’t know why but now I am hating it to post here whatever I just vented out and again I am dual minded whether should I or not? K but this time no toss (:P) lets hit the publish key!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

i give my eyes unto u..

I was selfish,
I wanted u to stay..
I wished u to be my eyes,
But all I got is dismay..
Was it a sacrifice?
To donate u my eyes..
I didn’t tell u d iota of reality
Den how could I xpect d least of morality..
It was never u to blame,
U did all u could to fit a true friends frame..
U never knew my feelings for u,
Den how could I expect anything from u..
My eyes are now forever close,
But Vision more clear
Dat u r d one for sure..
I feel the intangible touch,
And fear ur leaving me in lurch..
My love is now blind,
But will always shine..
My love was always pure,
But about u I was never sure..
I wish I had told u,
But now its too late..
You knocked me down to a serendipitous rush of love,
Only to make me realize the reality of alienation and hush.
The winds changed their path,
N along u went past..
Yes she’s beautiful…………….
N for me I feel merciful…
But am happy,
Now u can see the colors..
N I wish ur life’s path
May it be strewn with flowers.
I wish both of u a happy life……
N yet I wish I could see in your eye
N tell u dat I love thy……   but my wish has ended up with a dark fortune jst like my eyes…
And yet I feel I don’t regret giving my loved one my eyes……………….

Thursday, August 12, 2010


The wings of  imagination losing their flight;
Mired into the derisions,
Bottled up existence becomes the plight;
The  azure subdued
 the redness suffused;
The nature fleeting
 the stars scintillating;
evanescence of a hopeless night and the arrival of a new light…..
 the dawn gets in
 the freshness sets in;
 the moon hiding coyly

the sun rising brightly;

the evaporating dews

the saturating hues;
the seethe of the past ushering out

the saplings of hope and love flourishing loud;
the time flies but memoirs are a caprice.

Friday, August 6, 2010


This post has been published by me as a part of the Blog-a-Ton 13; the thirteenth edition of the online marathon of Bloggers; where we decide and we write. To be part of the next edition, visit and start following Blog-a-Ton.

The sun is setting. And the reflections from the past memories are making their way as the fading red glow of sun through the lucid window.
Five years back, her dad had gifted both of them this house as both of them had the birthday on same day. And since that day this big glass window had been her sole companion living through all difficult times.
That same day her dad had died in the bomb blasts and her mother had been in coma since then. Today again it was her birthday. And today she had finally taken a tough decision to file a plea of mercy killing to relieve her mother from the miserable condition she had been in. It was not easy for her. Tears were making the glass more clear and transparent. Yet she could not let herself shatter.
She got  a call. The doctor said, ”She died”. And that moment broke her, shattered her into pieces….
Again it was a silent goodbye with no last words.
The doctor thought to herself, “atleast the god saved her from one of the most difficult decisions of her life. Atleast  now she would not have to blame herself for killing her mother, may this forever goodbye was required now!!”

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