Friday, October 29, 2010

encaged?



strange feelings... 
trapped in the unseen shackles ..
may be nonexistent...
and yet exist..

strange desires..
to twinkle with the stars...
fly with the birds...
blow like the cool breeze gently softly ....
and yet blow hardly....
like the veering winds d very next moment ...
flow like the water of serene lakes...
and yet flow like...
the deadly streams the very next moment ... 
to feel light.. 
light like a speck of dust...
massless... 
and yet powerful... 
freedom to break all bondages ...

strange feelings...
as if watching the world from behind the bars..
a struggle going on..
the bars seem mocking , laughing loudly...
powerful they are ......
powerful enough to encage and enslave
to take away the free spirit....

hard to follow these thoughts ..
 like my own brain deceiving me.... 
thoughts playing hide and seek.... 
and then everything vanishes...
or may be conceal demselves ....
in kind of layers of mind which are impenetrable ...
and in a moment they deny their existence .

P.S : please don't conclude that i am a psycho after reading this..may be am a little weird. But is it necessary that mind should work in conventional manner only. Do u think the above thoughts reflect insanity?

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

just like dat!!

peeling off the rotten layers,
relishing love as universal share,
starting afresh starting anew,
bidding the rues forever adieu.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

unspoken...

Unheard echoes of heart
Reverberating through
The tearing silence;
To the realms of dormant feelings
Hidden deliberately
In spite of appearance
Firing the questions
About the reality
of the pretended nonchalance;
eyes contravene the expressed
refuting the utterings
of not caring;
the moistness in the corners
witnessing the wait
to hear the unsaid
to speak the swallowed emotions;
searching through the crowd
for a look
trying to distinguish
that one voice
to realize the dream
of being together
forever into the paradise
of love…

Saturday, October 2, 2010

selfless ???

Its a well known saying that True love is selfless. Now i wonder how the love can be selfless. No matters what, u will like to see a smile on the face of your love even if its at the cost of your own suffering. But isn't that smile is something from which u derive satisfaction for yourself. So is it really selfless love? Is altruism a reality or just a delusion? And isn't I  the prime concern of every individual even if unknowingly and indirectly or circuitously ..
The people who can accept it to everybody's face that they are selfish, are they really different in their measure of selfishness than those who don't even realize that they are selfish.Some people derive satisfaction in doing things for themselves only. And there are some others who would do anything for the people and then they would think about themselves. But isn't it their own satisfaction, their own conscience that really is driving them..
and both ways isn't I the priority? Am i sounding confused? isn't that the selflessness and selfishness are like the two roads mingled into each other? leave your opinions plz..........