*That Gal!*

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I wanna be that gal who loves herself a lot to be seeking it outside,

Yet I am somewhere in between, trying to discover the love that is inside;

I wanna be that gal who knows to let go of things and of people,

Yet I am somewhere in between, letting go but still holding on deep inside;

I wanna be that gal who does more and thinks less,

Yet I am somewhere in between, trying to find co-ordination between thoughts and actions;

I wanna be that gal who finds meaning in living for herself,

Yet I am somewhere in between, struggling to find a meaning of living every other day;

I wanna be that gal who is self-contained, poised and disciplined,

Yet I am somewhere in between, juggling to overcome the sluggishness of routine;

I wanna be that gal who is confident and self-sufficient,

Yet I am somewhere in between, trying to collect the bits and pieces of confidence that keep flying around every now and then;

I wanna be that gal who does not expect anything from people or life,

Yet I am somewhere in between, trying to cut-short the expectations which surface despite the efforts to suppress them;

I wanna be that gal who is not afraid of having perceptions and views of her own,

Yet I am somewhere in between, justifying the righteousness of these views to self on encountering even the slightly deviating views;

I wanna be that gal 

who loves herself, 

who lives for herself, 

who is not afraid of being herself;

I wanna be that gal 

who loves and lives without expectations, 

who is not afraid of coming out of the stereotype, 

who lives on her own terms,

who is not afraid of looking at the world with her own eyes…………

I wanna be that gal………….