Tuesday, April 20, 2010

He'$ gone but love $t@ys

I treasure within myself those moments so perfect, the moments so divine. The innocence of those eyes still beholds me and governs my existence……and along with that is the feeling of remorse and guilt. And then I assure myself that destiny is inevitable.
Two entirely poles apart perspectives came across while on their ways’
A short time it took for these perspectives to mingle,
N mingle too in manner so religious,
Like two peas in a pod.
It all initiated with a curiosity, an urge to discover and to reveal the sense of mystery that they could smell around each other. And ….it just happened. Most beautiful, most enchanting and most unique and a magical experience not just for a lifetime, but till the time my soul is alive. Those eyes had an innocence so ignorant of the evils of outside world, those eyes made me carried away, lost...i could see the immensity of horizon in those innocent eyes. Days passed by and the things became more beautiful. If I say he became a mirror to ma existence it would not be true because a mirror is limited to the exterior of a person, nor I would say he became my shadow that also disappears in the dark. Rather I would say he was just like the air surrounding me everywhere, unheard, unseen, but I could and I still can breathe his presence in the each moment of my life…………..But the difference is today it’s just the air and the memories that have stayed. Destiny exhibits its power sometimes in strange ways. And makes us helpless .that fateful day it all happened, when I compelled him to let me drive the car. I lost the Control and it struck the tree ahead and things changed forever. How could destiny do this, I killed him! And he was engulfed into the arms of death forever… n no remorse could ever bring him back

P.S:its imaginative. So plz dont infer that i actually killed someone :)


  1. This was so painful
    I got tears...
    I just lost someone... Not to death, but to misunderstandings...

    I wanted to borrow a few lines of this write up actually for my blog, but then I thought...I would not be able to write anything,to continoue it... I just really am...Not actually in a state...
    this post... went deep in me!

    she was not my shadow
    she was not my mirror!
    she was close and far
    still within me and so very near!

  2. This reminds me of a song, I'll let you know, some day.
    The story is true for many, and pain is inevitable. Its just that gone to higher abode, cannot be more painful than the same person being alive and being indifferent. The very same person for whom, we used to be the heartbeat.

  3. That really was touching....
    love u dear... n god bless!!!

  4. grt work...i was actually lost in those words of urs...n for a sec i took dat as a real story...r u sure it was just some imagination of urs????........;)

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