eternal wait !!

i waited for you...

hoping for you to be real someday,

believing that destiny has this meeting in store for us,

i waited for you..

to let you in,

completely and deeply in,

to understand my impulsive instincts,

to accept me for my candidness,

i waited for you..

to accept my selfish mean and stupid talks,

and yet understand that i mean none of them,

to love me the same at my worst,

to read my mind better than me,

i waited for u..

to have faith in me,

to stand by my side whatever the case may be,

to be my pillar of strength when i was falling apart,

to be my armour  in the times of trouble,

i waited for u..

to treat me as a child,

to listen to all my cribbing and responding with just a little smile, 

to love me without judging me,

to measure my heart not my words,

i waited for u..

to be a gentle touch of air when i am not in the best of my moods,

to be the rain on a scorching sunny day,

to see through me as if seeing through a glass,

to see into my eyes and radiate positivity into my being,

i waited for u..

to cast a magical spell with your soothing words,

to be my hope when i was overshadowed with dark dispair,

to not move away if i told u to stop,

to come in close to embrace me into your arms forever,

i waited for u..

to love me as i was,

to hold on to me forever...

n here i am today..

with my last breaths on,

and yet the wait is not over,

may be it has always been about me,

may be i never gave it a thought to what u might have wanted from me,

but my faith is still undying,

may be i'll come here again,

to meet u someday,...

so i'll sleep in peace 

and still waiting for u....