eternal wait !!

i waited for you...

hoping for you to be real someday,

believing that destiny has this meeting in store for us,

i waited for you..

to let you in,

completely and deeply in,

to understand my impulsive instincts,

to accept me for my candidness,

i waited for you..

to accept my selfish mean and stupid talks,

and yet understand that i mean none of them,

to love me the same at my worst,

to read my mind better than me,

i waited for u..

to have faith in me,

to stand by my side whatever the case may be,

to be my pillar of strength when i was falling apart,

to be my armour  in the times of trouble,

i waited for u..

to treat me as a child,

to listen to all my cribbing and responding with just a little smile, 

to love me without judging me,

to measure my heart not my words,

i waited for u..

to be a gentle touch of air when i am not in the best of my moods,

to be the rain on a scorching sunny day,

to see through me as if seeing through a glass,

to see into my eyes and radiate positivity into my being,

i waited for u..

to cast a magical spell with your soothing words,

to be my hope when i was overshadowed with dark dispair,

to not move away if i told u to stop,

to come in close to embrace me into your arms forever,

i waited for u..

to love me as i was,

to hold on to me forever...

n here i am today..

with my last breaths on,

and yet the wait is not over,

may be it has always been about me,

may be i never gave it a thought to what u might have wanted from me,

but my faith is still undying,

may be i'll come here again,

to meet u someday,...

so i'll sleep in peace 

and still waiting for u....

:) jst like dat!!

stretch the arms,

breathe like u have never before,

inhale

the freshness,

the purity, 

the ecstasy,

the serenity,

withhold,

feel,

let it dissolve,

into every aspect of your being,

exhale

the staleness, 

the boundaries,

the fears,

the melancholy,

caress ur wings,

for precious they are,

flap them,

fly , fly higher,

feel the magic,

of each moment,

of the existence,

of the unseen,

love 

for the sake of loving,

nothing just

the elation,

the bliss,

live it,

love it,

get mesmerized,

by the beauty,

pleasantly enigmatic

it is!!!

selfless ???

Its a well known saying that True love is selfless. Now i wonder how the love can be selfless. No matters what, u will like to see a smile on the face of your love even if its at the cost of your own suffering. But isn't that smile is something from which u derive satisfaction for yourself. So is it really selfless love? Is altruism a reality or just a delusion? And isn't I  the prime concern of every individual even if unknowingly and indirectly or circuitously ..
The people who can accept it to everybody's face that they are selfish, are they really different in their measure of selfishness than those who don't even realize that they are selfish.Some people derive satisfaction in doing things for themselves only. And there are some others who would do anything for the people and then they would think about themselves. But isn't it their own satisfaction, their own conscience that really is driving them..
and both ways isn't I the priority? Am i sounding confused? isn't that the selflessness and selfishness are like the two roads mingled into each other? leave your opinions plz..........

Wh@t the picture say$ ? !!! ;)

                                                               A dive into the sea of perfection

                                                               To lead a life of satisfaction;

                                                                Elicit the immortal faith and

                                                                Blow off the residual hate;

                                                                Flip the wings wide open

                                                                For the creative envision to drop in;

                                                                Welcome the abundance and splendor

                                                                And experience the freedom of candor;

                                                                Embrace the light of wisdom

                                                                To forget mundane of earthly kingdom;

                                                                Dissolve into the softness of the waves

                                                                And have courage to walk on invisible paves;

                                                                Get aligned with the frequency of love

                                                                To turn the intellect into a blissful hub.

i give my eyes unto u..

I was selfish,

I wanted u to stay..

I wished u to be my eyes,

But all I got is dismay..

Was it a sacrifice?

To donate u my eyes..

I didn’t tell u d iota of reality

Den how could I xpect d least of morality..

It was never u to blame,

U did all u could to fit a true friends frame..

U never knew my feelings for u,

Den how could I expect anything from u..

My eyes are now forever close,

But Vision more clear

Dat u r d one for sure..

I feel the intangible touch,

And fear ur leaving me in lurch..

My love is now blind,

But will always shine..

My love was always pure,

But about u I was never sure..

I wish I had told u,

But now its too late..

You knocked me down to a serendipitous rush of love,

Only to make me realize the reality of alienation and hush.

The winds changed their path,

N along u went past..

Yes she’s beautiful…………….

N for me I feel merciful…

But am happy,

Now u can see the colors..

N I wish ur life’s path

May it be strewn with flowers.

I wish both of u a happy life……

N yet I wish I could see in your eye

N tell u dat I love thy……   but my wish has ended up with a dark fortune jst like my eyes…

And yet I feel I don’t regret giving my loved one my eyes……………….

EV@NE$cence

The wings of  imagination losing their flight;

Mired into the derisions,

Bottled up existence becomes the plight;

The  azure subdued

 the redness suffused;

The nature fleeting

 the stars scintillating;

evanescence of a hopeless night and the arrival of a new light…..

 the dawn gets in

 the freshness sets in;

 the moon hiding coyly

the sun rising brightly;

the evaporating dews

the saturating hues;

the seethe of the past ushering out

the saplings of hope and love flourishing loud;

the time flies but memoirs are a caprice.

Love @bove all religions.....

Drenched in the heavy rain pouring down from heaven itself , Bestowing its blessings on the two newly wed . The exhilarating breeze touching the faces and refreshing the soul from deep inside. ..

Trisha and iqbal had faced a hard time recently trying to convince their parents for marriage for Trisha was a hindu and Iqbal a muslim. Two years they had been waiting for this day .Sometimes their mind in a treacherous state suggested them to elope but they were prudent enough not to take such step because hearting their parents was the last thing on the earth that they would do. Two years of constant endeavour it had taken for their parents to agree . The time had tested all their patience and love for each other.

For them it was just an unforgettable day of life. All the colors were seeming more bright and brilliant today. The droplets of water on the leaves showing the reflection of seven colours of the spectrum , the sweet smell of the soil beneath , the air more fresh and clean with the water, the flowers blooming and waving as if were smiling on them ,and they were lost in the beauty and splendor of the moment. With their eyes closed they were dancing to the rhythm of the music played by the nature itself. Their feet flowing with the sounds of the wind and the thunder…..

Suddenly Trisha opened her eyes and to her surprise she was alone there . Where did iqbal go ? She got completely bewildered. She started looking all around madly. Her heart was palpitating hard and in a moment she was crying even louder than the thunder. She was now walking faster than the wind from the garden to the stairs downside in a hope to find him. She was just about to faint when she saw the glimpses of Iqbal who was being taken away from her by some people of his community . He was struggling hard to come back to her but the distance between was building up more and more and his stature was growing shorter with each step ahead. His image growing faint and he disappeared……………

Trisha comes into her senses and opens her eyes ….
What is the place where she is? She was lying in a bed and then she looks around. It was her own room Trisha and Iqbal’s room! And then a comforting hand comes and rests on her forehead . And Trisha realizes that it was the touch of Iqbal..he was with her. And then the series of events that had happened began to rewind in her mind and meanwhile she heard him saying,”Trisha! You scared me . I just went to get a flower for you and when I came back u were not there. I found you lying unconscious downstairs. What happened to you? I love u Trisha.” And Trisha realized that going away of Iqbal was just a dream. She hugged him and in her mind she decided to forget all the insecurities regarding their relationship due to religion. Their love only was sufficient to combat all the difficulties…..

Blind !0ve!

A cute little girl who grew up into a charming damsel loved a guy since her young age .what can I say than to say she was in love truly madly deeply!.…the guy had been her neighbor since the two were kids. Initially he was one of his silly sweet childhood crushes but she never came to know how this silly thing changed into liking and over the time she found herself in love with him.
She had witnessed each moment of his growing up since his childhood , when he was so full of life and always full of talks kind of chap. While she herself was so shy and so reserved. Her shyness never let her talk to him. She just used to keep watching him from behind the walls. But then he grew up and he was never the same. He was completely taken over by loneliness and depression as both his parents died in a car accident. And he was not strong enough to face life. Drugs seemed to him the better option of living. She was yet just watching everything ,his lost zeal of life, his loneliness ,his insanity and yet she loved him and only him . And yet she was away from him when he needed a comforting shoulder more than anything in the world. She wanted to share his pain, his suffering but what was it that was restraining her , keeping her away from him. But when the situation got out of hands she had to have the courage and she took him to a rehab when finally he was on the verge of the worse addiction. She used to be with him day and night . It was more tough for her because for him she was just a stranger interfering in his life. But god was on her side and his situation improved. And soon he was out of the habit of drugs. They were happy and then finally it was her day when the guy proposed her for marriage. She was into tears…
THEN on the day of marriage…. she was looking no less than a princess in her white wedding gown. The ceremony started and the two were asked to take their wedding vows and suddenly the white colour of her gown changed to all red….the knife dropped off his hands and she was all into his arms….. ‘I LOVE U’ were her three last words as she was gone forever . He cried like anything in the world still not knowing why did he kill her??!!!

He'$ gone but love $t@ys

I treasure within myself those moments so perfect, the moments so divine. The innocence of those eyes still beholds me and governs my existence……and along with that is the feeling of remorse and guilt. And then I assure myself that destiny is inevitable.
Two entirely poles apart perspectives came across while on their ways’
A short time it took for these perspectives to mingle,
N mingle too in manner so religious,
Like two peas in a pod.
It all initiated with a curiosity, an urge to discover and to reveal the sense of mystery that they could smell around each other. And ….it just happened. Most beautiful, most enchanting and most unique and a magical experience not just for a lifetime, but till the time my soul is alive. Those eyes had an innocence so ignorant of the evils of outside world, those eyes made me carried away, lost...i could see the immensity of horizon in those innocent eyes. Days passed by and the things became more beautiful. If I say he became a mirror to ma existence it would not be true because a mirror is limited to the exterior of a person, nor I would say he became my shadow that also disappears in the dark. Rather I would say he was just like the air surrounding me everywhere, unheard, unseen, but I could and I still can breathe his presence in the each moment of my life…………..But the difference is today it’s just the air and the memories that have stayed. Destiny exhibits its power sometimes in strange ways. And makes us helpless .that fateful day it all happened, when I compelled him to let me drive the car. I lost the Control and it struck the tree ahead and things changed forever. How could destiny do this, I killed him! And he was engulfed into the arms of death forever… n no remorse could ever bring him back

P.S:its imaginative. So plz dont infer that i actually killed someone :)

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