Monday, April 18, 2011

my imperfect words ;)


i wish life could be a fairy tale...
n flowers would never get pale!
i wish there were all happiness...
sorrows leaving no trail!
i wish spring would never end...
no animosity,only feeling to befriend!
i wish no one would ever cry...
n world as colorful as a butterfly!
i wish there were no regret...
just the peace we beget!
i wish the rivers would never get dry...
n like the birds we could also fly!
i wish there were no deafening noise...
just the rhythm, symphony and poise!
i wish world could be free from blinding haze...
and we could travel with the waves!
i wish there was all love...
and all hearts as tender as dove!
i wish there would be no surrender to fate...
only hundreds of reasons to celebrate!
i wish for abundance...
nobody destitute hence!
i wish...............


P.S : and yet i know imperfections add spice to life! they make us wat we are! its strange that we strive for perfection in every walk of life yet it is imperfections that make life!



Saturday, April 16, 2011

;)

   i don't want my life to be an incomplete story 
but  i find it hard to complete it without you.................

Saturday, April 9, 2011

:) jst like dat !!

one of the quotes that one of our alumni shared with us before we enter our real professional life, i really liked that's why putting it here....
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves,"who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?"
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others."


- Marianne Williamson

talking to myself...

am feeling all blue today..feels like i want to go into some silent lonely place far far away.....away from everyone..just somewhere in isolation..i don't even want to talk or not even think..
i am wondering how it would be like when i will be free, free as in completely free from everything..i mean i don't really know what do i want from my life..i don't even know what i am up to..i am like a liquid which would take the shape of any vessel in which its put into.i wish i could know what is it that i originally am when poured out from these vessels into the open space, freed from all the boundaries then what will be the shape that I own... i don't have any zest for life..not even a thing..i feel so purposeless..n i don't have even anybody to talk to..i have never been able to be good at relationships..i simply cannot be..i always take all the decisions that come my way on the basis of a toss..i have thousand dreams..n yet all seem so unrealistic..n i am not even sure of a thing..seems like my thoughts always lead me to crossroads.. even when its simple, sometimes i make it so complicated..i wish i could think a little bit lesser..
i don't know but i have to mention this thought from the movie eat pray love which was termed as the physics of quest as a conclusion to it all - A force in nature governed by the laws as real as real the laws of gravity is dere. if u r brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments and set out on a truth seeking journey either externally or internally and if you are truly willing to regard evrything that happens to you on that journey as a clue and if you accept everyone you meet along as a teacher and if you are prepared most of all to face and forget some very difficult realities about yourself then the truth will not be withheld from you...

P.S : have a nice day all !!however just few of you but you people have become a part of my life in such a strange way!!! thanku all !!
its here that i pour out some of my feelings that i don't speak out often...