encaged?

strange feelings... 
trapped in the unseen shackles ..
may be nonexistent...
and yet exist..

strange desires..
to twinkle with the stars...
fly with the birds...
blow like the cool breeze gently softly ....
and yet blow hardly....
like the veering winds d very next moment ...
flow like the water of serene lakes...
and yet flow like...
the deadly streams the very next moment ... 
to feel light.. 
light like a speck of dust...
massless... 
and yet powerful... 
freedom to break all bondages ...

strange feelings...
as if watching the world from behind the bars..
a struggle going on..
the bars seem mocking , laughing loudly...
powerful they are ......
powerful enough to encage and enslave
to take away the free spirit....

hard to follow these thoughts ..
 like my own brain deceiving me.... 
thoughts playing hide and seek.... 
and then everything vanishes...
or may be conceal demselves ....
in kind of layers of mind which are impenetrable ...
and in a moment they deny their existence .

P.S : please don't conclude that i am a psycho after reading this..may be am a little weird. But is it necessary that mind should work in conventional manner only. Do u think the above thoughts reflect insanity?