I want to be free!
But what is the thing that holds you, where are the
chains?
There are! See with my eyes!
Tell me one thing …whose is the choice to remain in the
chains?
Ok u want to trap me through your words!! Ok its mine but do I
have another choice!!
Why would you think there is not!! Whose is dis life?
Ofcourse mine! But associated with me are expectations, love
of the people who make you what you are, conventions, social obligations, and a
thousand small and big things!
Do u think love puts restriction on anybody? Do you think
there is anything greater than your happiness and bliss for those who love you?
Do you think thinking about society and societal norms are a thing to be thought of in the path that you want to get into?
Which path do I want to get into? Which destiny I am looking
forward to!!!!! I just don’t know!!! I DON’T KNOW!! Sometimes I feel so
peaceful after saying I DON’T KNOW!! But I hate somebody else telling me dat u don’t
know!
When will I know! When will I know what do I want
from life!
When will I know the meaning of life!
When will I know how to draw the fine line between
reality and illusions!
When will I know my purpose of landing into this
enigmatic mirage!
When will I know whatever I am supposed to know
or at least whether am I supposed to know anything or not!
When will I know that is there actually
something absolute in the world or is it just the matter of perception!
When will I know that whether I actually am
after something or just a badly perplexed creature landed in the wrong place
asking all the wrong questions!
When will I know whether is it all too simple
inside the complex or there actually is no thing as complex!
When will I reach the stage of I have started knowing a
little bit from dis stage of I don’t know at all!
The day u start believing yourself! The day
you start trusting your inner self! The day u stop looking for approvals for
your opinions! The day you start loving unconditional! The day u start
understanding that love is nothing but a higher form of existence where
negativity does not find its roots! the day u discover the ocean of complacence
and bliss free of tidal currents! The day u become a dogmatist!! ??? is it??????
It's complicated. Everyone's got to think that way to achieve this.
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Cheers,
Blasphemous Aesthete
Megharana,
ReplyDeleteQuestions which are in minds of most of us and you got right answers. What you say in the last para is what shows you the way. Never lose confidence in yourself and follow what your conscience says. Everyone has own perceptions of life, you make your own goals and strive to achieve those.
Take care
PS : Read all pending posts and left comments from In Love with myself onwards.
@ jack uncle :Thank you so much!! U don't know how much i wanted to hear these words! i always try to remind myself of this but always forget ...i just need to hear it from someone else sometimes! Thanks uncle!!
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