1) I hate my indecisive nature. I never find myself able to take decisions. I keep on hovering in between. May be because I want the best of both sides and bad of none of the sides. Many a times I take decisions by going for the flip of a coin and yet not get satisfied with it and flip it for two or three more times. And then finally most of my decisions are based on the instinct only.
2) I hate my over sensitiveness (not always :P) but yes at times I am not at all able to control my tears (at 21 year of age :P) and lately I feel so damn stupid to cry over such petty issues and it feels more bad when somebody is a witness to my uselessly shed tears. Crying alone is still better (: P).
3) I hate the fact that my short height and my physique is going to be a constraint many a times in my life for me and yet I don’t do anything to at least put on some weight.
4) I hate my habit of daydreaming and laziness. Not that I consider it as bad but I can simply spend hours cogitating over numerous possibilities of things happening and waste my time like that only (:P)
5) I hate my habit of sleeping in classes (;-) )but in this case actually lectures are toooooo boring.
6) I hate not being able to say anything at all when I have a lot and lot to say and I hate saying out all those things that I never meant to say or rather whatever I said was meant to be taken in a different sense but it gave altogether a totally different expression. Or in short I hate being messed up.
7) I hate the fact that after three complete years of so called engineering I don’t even know the ‘e’ of it.
8) I hate my habit to keep on cribbing. Half of my time can pass in cribbing only.
9) I hate my anger. When my adrenaline level goes high it simply can provoke me to say any damn thing even when its not a tinge of what I think actually.
10) I hate it when my people expect from me and I just can’t stand up to their expectations and I hate that I simply don’t know how to take care of people and their emotions. A lot n lot……….. more is there and I don’t know why but now I am hating it to post here whatever I just vented out and again I am dual minded whether should I or not? K but this time no toss (:P) lets hit the publish key!
hi ..we should never hate ourselves...we should love d way we are...i agree sometimes we feel so after looking at others ,but we should also look at dem who dont have even as much we have...God has created us for some reason...u shud set an example to others ,however u are but u love urself...Live life with optimism...Cheer up dear...its ur world , its ur life ....
ReplyDeleteAlso publish a list of things that you love about yourself.. :)
ReplyDelete@snowwhite09 : thats sooo sweet of u parul. i like ur advice :) however i actually the post i was originally writing was 10 things i hate about me , you and society bt i cut it short to me only and inspiration was another blogger who was tagged for the topic. so nothing like i actually hate myself :) i love myself more than anyone else in the world ;) and yes bt there are always somethings that u want to change about urself jst in order to grow so if hate word does not fit lets say 10 things i would like to change about myself to be a better me so that i can love myself more aur baki ki kahani tujhe personally sunaungi :) hihihaha
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ReplyDeleteright on, I love myself to such extents that I call myself selfish.
Probably one of the reasons I would never blog about things I hate. I do the SWOT analysis many times though.
and Megha
I hate not being able to say anything at all when I have a lot and lot to say and I hate saying out all those things that I never meant to say or rather whatever I said was meant to be taken in a different sense but it gave altogether a totally different expression. Or in short I hate being messed up. I got it, it was messed up.
And ahem... 21 years... I thought it is impolite to ask a lady her age, you are publicizing it?
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ReplyDelete:) everyone, i repeat everyone hates something about yourself. why sghould you be better? but then that whole package. that you should love.
ReplyDeleteWell, I would say, it's a highly commendable job you've done here. Conceptualizing, visualizing and the point-wise manifestation of self is really a positive thing. At least, you know it now, what you ought or would like to change about yourself. But, sometimes even if we hate something about ourselves, we do not want to change it. Well, duality is an inherent trait of nature. :)
ReplyDeletehehe, u did my tag.. :)
ReplyDeleteenjoyed reading it but yeah, do a 'love' list too...