of An odd pursuit

I do not know where do i start, I want my opening line to be....

" It is really an impossible task to understand self fully"....

And yes of-course this is what i want my opening line to be and not what it should be.

But the very next moment i am compelled to think again and reflect on the reality of the above said and this time i want to make a different statement.

"It is a really hard or may be an impossible task to know the self completely if you are not equipped with the instrument of truth, if you refuse to face and confront even a single minutest detail about yourself ,be it an obscene one or a good one."

But again i am not sure of this statement either.

Then again i flounder a bit and want to change my statement ..

"Sometimes we may be confronting and upfront about all that exists within us. But there is a chance of not having full knowledge. There is a chance of misplaced foundations which served as a ground to our whole idea of self. If the underlying assumptions which were considered as absolutes are not actually absolutes, of which there is a fair chance, then the model of self derived from the erroneous assumptions will definitely fall flat.Such knowledge therefore will not reveal to us the nature of self completely because the erroneous assumptions cant facilitate it against all twists and all odds."

So I am forced to think again and this thought just presses itself upon me "How can we build castles in the air? How can we know self absolutely and completely without knowing The Absolutes? Without knowing the standards on which we have to rate ourselves, how can we rate ourselves?

All in all i end up with one fact that i want an absolute answer for what absolutes are....

WISHES n blah blah ...................

Hello my precious blogger friends!!

and a very very happy new year to all of you :)

may the year ahead be a blissful one for you and bring a lot of nice surprises for you!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Do you believe in signs?

ummm.... yeah may be may be not!! actually i wonder whether i should or not!! Should I? what do u say?

I think yes! Its all connected. Every happening will lead to another. Every thing will unfold at their own time but if u believe you can sense the signs.Even the smallest event of your life is directed in a way that if u take the right learning from it, it will lead you to another step up towards the destiny.But the hardest thing is to believe.

Do you really think so? I think believing is the simplest thing to do. Isn't it just similar to ignorance where you shut your eyes and accept anything anyways. And because its the simplest thing to do perhaps that's why it becomes the most difficult to do!! 

To believe is to learn, to grow, to rise.

To believe is to surrender your mind to whim. Its like seeking some guidance from outside always.

To believe is to trust yourself the most and cut the connections with the outsiders dictating right and wrong.

To believe is to shut your eyes 

To believe is to shut your eyes to see.

Title less :)

its just a race!!

a race that never ends,

racers set out 

looking forward 

to the end of it 

with a victory

but before reaching 

the end

there is another race lined up

they keep running

and soon

the race becomes their drug

racers race

sometimes

changing their pace

and sometimes

changing their directions

racers race

sometimes 

taking the shortcuts

and sometimes 

taking the wrong turns

racers race 

without a halt

in between 

racers crave 

for race

just like the druggists

crave for drugs

like the drugs

this drug of race

 might harm them

might take over their consciousness

but this is an addiction

which racers can not get over

racers race

and they want

more and more of it

and soon

there is the stage

where racers are no longer

running for victory 

or the destiny but

racers race 

because

they are addicted of it!!

racers are we and race is throughout the life........................................................................................

End..

 

she has blocked the last ray of sun 

entering through the smallest crevice possible

 for this is the end of hope 

so that she can atleast live with the peace.

the world of darkness calls for her

for that is where she belongs

for that is where she can breathe

for that is where she can have eternal peace.

.....................

The intangible touch of 

the thin beam of light

from the first rays of sun 

burns her skin

making the cold blood run 

from stillness to chaos

rushing through the veins 

to make her numb with the pain..

"Quote"

the true happiness lies in the life

of the philosopher, 

the life of scientific and philosophic contemplation."

The highest and most satisfying form of life possible to man is "the

contemplative life"

Aristotle's Ethics

Rantings!

The virtue of selfishness!!!!!!!!!!!
 i love it yet Y am i unable to practice it?? WHY??